Here goes nothing. I don't really know what to write about for these quite yet. So, I think I'm just going to kind of word vomit here.
Trigger Warnings for: mental health, depression, hopelessness, implied childhood trauma, discussion of USA politics, discussion/implication of fascism/queerphobia/ableism/etc., brief mention of zionism, etc.
Life kind of sucks right now. I don't want to give too much information about my personal life, and I'm sure you don't want to hear it. After having some conversations with my friends, I have realized that my childhood was a lot more complicated (and worse) than I thought. I'm also on two new medications, so my mental health is really suffering. So, if I don't post much for the forseeable future, then that is probably why. I have a ton of work to do for school (I'm typing this instead of doing work), and there is a lot of other stuff going on right now. That's just my personal life; my country is burning down around me and I have to deal with the fact that people close to me voted for someone who thinks I shouldn't exist. (I want to be clear, I have many issues with Kamala as well (mainly being a zionism apologist), but it still hurts. I also live in the southeastern USA, so I am constantly reminded of how much the people around me hate me.
I feel like I should try to talk about something positive, as that might be more helpful then stewing in the negative. However, I don't really know what to talk about. I have some fun DIY projects that I am working on. I don't know, I'm just not doing the best. Sorry, I wish I had a happier post to make. Maybe I'll post about my upcoming trip to a tea house. That will be fun. I hope this isn't too personal; I don't know how personal blog posts are supposed to be. Anyways, enough rambiling, I hope whoever (if anyone) reads this, that you are doing okay and staying safe. Fascism isn't new by any means; we as humans have beat it before, and we can again.
I don't like having the boxes different lengths, so here's a bunch of empty space